I'm a Loner Dottie.... a Rebel!

Regrets are worthless, they misconstrue the past. - Midtown

I became a hermit for a bit. I blame work mostly. In the end I figure I'll end up blaming myself but work will do for now as an escape. I felt the urge to write. A few times I even turned towards the computer to do it. I just couldn't bend myself to actually plug in, think about how I'm feeling, and type away at the computer. Instead I just unplugged myself, Logged into Everquest for an hour, went to sleep and restarted this hamster wheel of a life I running right now. I picked up my brother's guitar, tuned it, put it back in the case. Maybe its a complete lack of motivation. I just don't want to do or express anything. I just want to be blank for a while. In the end, I feel a little better and I return.

Enough of the sad James Story.

I have discovered the small pleasure that is A-Ren's baby monitor. If you've never experienced one let me explain. It's basically a one way radio like a walkie talkie. Here's the best part. They make them 900 mhz now. What this means kids is that if you are in a 4 house radius from me, and you happen to have a telephone on the same frequency that my monitor is on, I can hear your conversations. Evil. Truly, truly, evil. I have 3 neighbors on the frequency folks. The conversations are so deliciously wrong, I can't stop listening. I heard one neighbor ordering items from an adult catalog at 6 AM. 6 AM! What the hell? I've barely awoken from my happy dreams to even ponder the need for such great films as Shaving Ryan's Privates and Assmaster 2. Who thinks about this stuff at 6 AM? Someone out there is reading this and not smiling because they have done this. For shame.... go eat some breakfast first. Porn is not the most important meal of the day.

I'm going to say this officially and please hide your eyes if language offends you (like the porn comments didn't). Fuck the election. I mean it. I don't want either of these assholes as my leader. I could give less of a fuck about either of the "candidates". The more I read their positions, the more I look for my other candidates. Why does Ralph Nader or any other candidate need the court system to put them on the ballot? If the party that is backing the candidate has some political identity, why not let them be put on the ballot. Hell, I've already got my ballot ready with my Mark Rendeiro write in. By the way, to all you people sending e-mails that are petitions to keep candidates like Nader (for example) off the ballot and saying not to vote for third parties because it's a waste of a vote or because you are afraid he will take votes away from your candidate... kindly take your e-mail, shine it real nice, turn it sideways, and stick it up your ass. I vote for who I damn well please. It's my right to do it and my decision regarding my opinion is never wrong because it's my opinion. Fuck off.

I feel better.


Latest Entertainment- Fight Club (DVD) - I am Jack's raging bile duct.